Wednesday 15 December 2021

MEMORIES OF DAYS PAST

 

MEMORIES OF DAYS PAST

Thoughts of days past.

Memories of years gone by.

All the years of hurt grate my heart

Coarse, callous grating and grinding.

My soul tangled in a mesh of sorrow and regrets.

 

Memories of the bottle haunt me,

Innumerable days spent on hedonistic intoxication,

A world ruled by hedone.

Memories of pain borne of pleasure,

Memories best forgotten but can’t be.

 

If only I would erase the memories,

Forget the past

Be reborn

If only, if only

The past would fade away

Like smoke blown by the wind.

 

In my sober rebirth,

Living a  day at a time,

Savouring the gift of sobriety,

I  trudge on, focus on the future,

Buoyed by new dreams,

Riding new found hope,

Working days of recovery,

Glad of sobriety

But never to forget,

The darkness of the past

Looming darkness, always lurking

Always waiting to pounce.

 

©S.K. KYENZE

12/10/2021

 

Saturday 4 December 2021

SCORCHING SUN

SCORCHING SUN

The little one lies under an acacia tree,

Dry snot and dust caked, moustache like,

Its sunken eyes dull and lifeless,

Peering into the distance with unseeing eyes,

The little one’s once chubby cheeks

Now, nothing but a haunting skull and skin.

 

The little one’s mother lies on the ground,

Barely breathing, clamped in death’s vice,

Her lips parched, her mouth dry,

Praying for a drop of water,

A drop that would never be.

A dust storm gathers, whirls and rages

Ripping her of her loose rags,

Parading what remains of her to all and sundry

A BAG OF BONES IN SHRIVELLED SKIN.

 

As the piteous duo succumb to starvation,

Impatient vultures circle smiling at the bounty

Vicious, joyous and celebratory.

An overfed lone hyena laughs from a distance

It’s a windfall for the scavengers

Hyenas and vultures dine in plenty

Though fighting, on the brink of murderous frenzy

Fighting over fresh corpses

 

 

In a far-off place,

The local mheshimiwa is a busy man,

A helicopter, rotors still turning vomits him.

He’s popular, a man of the people.

At the podium, against political enemies,

He launches vitriolic political rhetoric

Amid the crowd’s euphoric cheers and ululations.

A man of the people,

Campaigning for his presidential candidate.

 

In  the  capitol, at the capital,

After a weekend of draining campaigns,

Mheshimiwa hops from office to office

Ostensibly fighting for emergency funds and relief food.

The funds fatten his and cronies’ bank accounts,

The relief food is repackaged at night

New stock for their wholesale shops.

 

Days later,

Under an acacia tree,

The teary eyed mheshimiwa

Condoles with the ‘dying’ for the ‘avoidable untimely deaths’

Of their beloved.

Mheshimiwa  politics and castigates the inept government.

For he’s a busy man,

He boards a waiting chopper, rotors whirl as it hums to life,

Leaving the helpless folks,

Shrouded in a blanket of asphyxiating dust,

And truckloads of political promises

To feed on amidst a crippling famine.

 

©S.K. KYENZE

12/10/2021